49: CHRONIC DEPRESSION AND THE GREATEST LIE EVER SOLD

Overcoming chronic depression requires rejecting the greatest lie ever sold: “God can not help or save us and we are powerless and alone in this world.”  Who wouldn’t suffer from chronic depression in a world like that?

But here’s the truth: We are not alone, God is real, and we do have access to power that can save.  In this episode of the Overcome Depression Podcast, Jennifer and John discuss the connection between mental health, faith, and spiritual warfare.  John also opens up about his profound personal journey through CV illness—a battle that revealed not only the fragility of the body but also the fierce conflict of the spirit. During this fight, John experienced a vision that exposed the grim reality of his condition and the angry entities that sought to find their “other half.”  

With Jennifer’s compassionate guidance, they explore how trusting God, embracing family support, and confronting spiritual darkness can lead to deep and lasting healing.  Together, they reflect on how suffering refines the soul, how divine love breaks through even the darkest nights, and how every person holds the power to overcome depression through faith and self-awareness. This episode calls listeners to see their struggles as part of a greater spiritual journey—one that leads to renewal, peace, and a stronger connection to God.

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This Episode of the Overcome Depression Podcast Is for You If You Want to Learn:

• About the greatest lie that can prevent you from overcoming depression—and how to defeat it through truth and trust.
• How faith and spiritual warfare influence mental health and emotional healing.
• What John’s vision of his sickness and dark entities reveals about the unseen battles on our bodies and minds.
• How family support and prayer can strengthen resilience in times of crisis.
• Why trusting God’s plan during hardship brings clarity, comfort, and spiritual victory.
• How spiritual insight and understanding can guide you toward healing and purpose.

Chapters

• 0:00 How to Overcome Depression
• 1:45 John’s Vision: A Unique Perspective on Spiritual Warfare
• 2:45 Symbolic Visions and Their Meanings
• 6:56 Experiencing CV: A Personal Testimony of Faith and Vision
• 9:01 Lessons Learned from Illness: Strength Through Faith
• 11:45 The Spiritual Battle of Illness
• 14:48 The Dark Side of Sickness and Visions of Hope
• 17:51 Using God’s Power to Heal and Overcome Challenges
• 19:51 Agency and Free Will - God’s Plan for His Children
• 20:49 Spiritual Warfare and Divine Guidance
• 22:12 Confronting the Evil Spirit
• 22:59 The Power of Prayer and Divine Intervention
• 24:19 Divine Protection in Times of Darkness
• 25:52 God’s Wrath and the Final Judgment
• 26:48 Revelation of the Soul’s Journey
• 30:28 The Nature of Existence, Despair, and Hope
• 33:01 God’s Justice and the Defeat of Evil: A Vision of Redemption
• 36:20 The Urgency of Healing, Purpose, and Divine Calling
• 40:26 Outro: You Can Overcome Depression

Transcript

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relating this to mental health, those of us who feel like in that void of nothing, feel nothing, you, instead of feeling despair and fear, you got curious and you prayed. I would venture to say that a lot of souls would not have handled it as well if put in the same situation, and probably why most of us aren't put in that same situation. Here on the Overcome Depression podcast, we cover topics and tools that can help you thrive despite the things you may be feeling right now. There is hope for you to heal. Today we're going to be covering a rather interesting topic that you might think, what does that have to do with overcoming depression? Well, it does because understanding the truth and how to navigate it can help us not fear when things in the world seem scary or fearful. And transcending that is what can make us free from the manipulation of anything or anyone in the world around us. Mental health is pivotal for us to be able to get through the times ahead. And I want to introduce again, John is here with us today. Thank you so much for joining us. Always a pleasure. and I was so excited about this topic. We're going to be using some code words obvious reasons. but John shared with me a journal entry he made around 2020, right? 2021, that's when the whole incident happened and a certain bug was buzzing around during that time frame that's what this topic relates to in that I had a spiritual as well as a physical encounter with the entire situation was able to gain a rather unique perspective only because God allowed it to be so. So take it for what it's worth, believe what you want to believe place it in God's hands as far as interpreting it for I'm going to read from my actual journal entries that I wrote at the time. I'm also going to add some commentary again this is what God revealed to me this is considered a personal locution for any of you that are Catholic that might be listening so treat it as such use your own discernment Hopefully it will help you. it will be beneficial to you in recognizing certain things. And I do feel truly blessed in hindsight that I went through this experience. So without further ado, I'm going to start actually many months before the actual event, to give listeners context. I often get Visions and my visions can be multiple things a lot of times they they are very symbolic and I will say these visions a good mix of symbolism spiritual realism. I had a vision back in February 2021. This was a symbolic dream a vision. woke up at 5am and I was with two men who asked me if I wanted to spend time with them to help paint a picture, I told them yes. They said they'd meet me on the 25th and Those dates are important. important and they told me don't forget the dates again, which is the 25th and 26th I asked them if that was this month or next But they didn't respond again. They just looked at me and said remember the dates. At which point the dream shifted and I was back in my parents house and I found it was under construction which struck me as odd. When I went inside, I entered the basement and looked up at the upstairs. The entire house had been gutted except for the walls, which were intact, although some of the wooden basement walls were rotten and collapsing into dust. My father stepped out of the doorway had a stern look on his face, a hammer in his hand, and his pinky finger was bandaged. on the other hand. When he spoke, my father spoke like the Eternal Father. He said, I can't wait to see what picture you paint with the others. You're always so creative. At which point he motioned to the house and the walls around us and he continued to say, The rot and decay was pretty bad, far worse than you think. I had to rip out all the support beams and the rafters. There's still some decay left, but we'll leave that for now and fix those spots when we start rebuilding. You're just in time to help out. All of the replacement beams have already been cut. to length. Now we just have to start rebuilding. My father walked off into a hallway and I awoke from my dream. Very weird and unusual. I was going to shrug it off as a dream, but I couldn't get it out of my head all day until I finally wrote it down. I know I've forgotten pieces and it's fragmented, but most important, the 25th and the 26th, these dates are important for some reason, somehow, even though I don't understand right now. I also understand the gutted house represents the church. The walls are still standing upon the foundation, but the inner core is rotten and is currently getting ripped out. New priests are represented by all the boards and God gave me to understand that they're already being prepared to become the new core of the house when he starts to rebuild it. I'm not sure that just applies to the Catholic Church. I'm gonna go out on a limb here. Yeah. impression He's talking about the entire church great example of a symbolic vision a dream that I have and I understand maybe pieces of it, but there's also parts that I don't understand Especially why the 25th and the 26th important. Why those dates? flash forward those dates ended up being very significant for me because those were the dates when I had cv code word CV and a lot of the visions that I'm going to recount happened on the 25th and 26th of November, 2021. So he had already given me a little warning. So I am going to read now my journal from 11/29 after had endured this. I'm writing today after being infected with the CV. I visited friends who turned out to be infected and I caught CV in short order from them. The next two weeks, fighting the CV was one of the most grueling ordeals I've ever experienced not only from a physical aspect but from a spiritual one I had chills fever muscle aches and a persistent headache that defied description No medicine worked. I couldn't think clearly After a few days of this, the headache abated, I began to feel better, then round two began. This time it included a cough so profound that I couldn't stop coughing for three days straight. which prevented me from sleeping, eating, and I could barely drink. So as a side note, when I say I literally could not stop coughing for three days straight, I couldn't sleep up, but I would always fade in and out in and out because the coughing wouldn't let me sleep. My body was just jerking. I had the cough. I do feel like I was able to sleep, though. I was able to get it under control enough that I could manage to sleep, not... I definitely didn't have it as bad as you. Yeah. after this was all over, my friend came and when he looked at me, he was horrified. Because he, number one, didn't know what was going on. And number two, when he said he saw me sitting there, he thought I was dead. says I was completely pale, emaciated, was what this thing did to me quite... literally... and I will say this with the utmost conviction It should have killed me if God did not intervene It would have killed me. it He allowed it to take me to that point and the pain I will never to this day. I will never forget what I went through. God allowed things to happen for a reason. I didn't do anything wrong. I took all the right preventative medications and I had complete trust in God's promise to protect me. I did everything he told me to do and I never lost faith in that promise. But I was arrogant in assuming that I would be immune and what the nature of his promise actually meant. Interesting. Yeah another thing. First people, Don't be afraid to admit if you do anything wrong even if something bad happens to you and then also don't be afraid to admit where you made a mistake, not only to God but to yourself as well. Looking back I realized in some ways That I was kind of arrogant thinking, well, God told me to do this. He told me to do that, but never once did he say that was going to exempt me from going through this. The assumptions. Yeah. All right. So continuing God permitted me to be infected for multiple reasons. First, He wanted me to endure what others had so I could empathize more fully with their suffering. Second, it scared my family. This was something I never thought about because you see God promised me He would protect me and that I wouldn't die. That's what he actually said. I wouldn't die, but my family isn't very religious. They don't understand these sorts of things from their human. centered perspective, I had contracted the CV that could kill me. That's where they were terrified when they heard the news and saw how quickly I began to fall apart. God told me that some members of my family, for the first time in years, prayed to Him for my recovery. That totally blew my mind. God used my illness to rattle some of them awake. It might be a small crack, but a crack nonetheless. I also witnessed incredible kindness from my family who took multiple four-hour round trips just to check on me and drop off supplies. Unexpected blessings from a less than optimal situation. All right. Now comes the spiritual part of the ordeal, which I didn't understand, nor could I understand unless I went through. the actual experience. A "V" is a "V" right? It's a part of the natural world around us a cold is a cold; a flu is a flu. There is no malignance no sentience behind these things They just are. they just are it's just accepted Well, I will tell you right now CV is pure evil. It is a sentient construct with a demonic intelligence It has a spiritual and physical aspect to its creation and purpose. CV is Lucifer's version of a dark Pentecost. It is Lucifer's twisted manifestation of the Holy Spirit that he unleashed upon the world. While I was infected I had mind fog. I couldn't think clearly. Yet on a spiritual side my connection with God felt disrupted. I could barely pray anything let alone feel God's presence. The spiritual world was a muddled gray fog that felt familiar yet foreign. I couldn't place it at the time, but now I understand. Whenever Demidelion or God takes me places, we always travel through this glowing, peaceful realm. This sooty, gray, mist-like realm I found myself in was created by Lucifer to serve a similar purpose for his followers. It was trying to drag my mind into it. It was trying to connect me to something far larger and insidious. I could hear whispers, see shadows within shadows, had nightmares, but never became a part of it. As a child of God, my soul rejected the notion of being connected to anyone but the Trinity and my heavenly family. Then came the assault on the other parts of my body. This is the part where I gained awareness of the CEV's dark sentience. CEV attacked different parts of my body looking for something. It was searching for its other half. Now when I read that, I immediately what the other half was. think about it, anyone listening, if want to even just pause this for a minute, because I think it will hit home more if you get that revelation from God first rather than us revealing it to you, if that makes sense. So with that said, what was it looking for? It was looking for the shot. turns out the whole CV shot is a two-part system. They weren't created to oppose one another, just the opposite. The reason why people with the V suffer less effects from the CV is because their body was already primed by the shot or the V to accept it. Once the two parts find each other inside a body, they fuse and create the whole spiritual entity within the person. And I do mean entity. Will you define an entity for us, please? An entity is a spiritual creature. The easiest way I'll say this in a Catholic perspective and hopefully others relate to it. We always like to say the Holy Ghost resides within us. Mm-hmm. always Well what the CV was designed to do along with the shot was to modify the physical body to be receptive of a similar spiritual entity Lucifer's version within the human body to contain it So he's literally modifying the human body that God created so that way it becomes more in tune with him than with God. So that's what I mean by an entity. Yeah, and I think a lot of good people might hear that and go, but I don't follow that. what I see, what we're possibly suggesting, and John, can correct me if I'm not quite getting this right, is that the D and the N and the A of a human, I believe is designed to have a direct connection with God, right? As part of that Holy Spirit. and tampering with that could interfere with that connection, make it harder to hear the spirit, and possibly override or deceive or it would be easier to make it seem like it's the spirit talking to you when it's not because you've almost got this new antenna that was designed by someone who was trying to almost like a Trojan horse. break in and cause interference so that be harder to hear but also creating an antenna outside of you to somewhere else. So it's not like everybody who has done this is going to be doing horrible things. was just designed for those who are arguably struggling and might be easier to interfere, those who are still fighting, which most people, and would say everyone listening to this podcast. keep fighting. It's not like you're doomed. God will always speak to you and He can help you heal. are ways, even people who have been programmed in very dark ways, and I'm hoping you understand what I mean by that, that can be healed. That can be undone. It's not like because of this you are doomed, okay? Right. Maybe another example is back in my bad days when I was very aligned with Satan I used to do willing possession. I would let the demons inside my body willingly and what that did is it Made it very easy for me to communicate with them. Whereas now I don't let them in anymore. So now it's very easy because when I have the direct connection to God, it's very easy for me to push them off, shrug them out, et cetera. can command them away, but because I allowed them inside of me, it gave Them a greater permission to act within me and I was more connected to them because of that connection than I was to God so it made it harder for me to Break free in the long term now and again what Jennifer said it's not impossible. I'm a living proof You can do it, lots of people that have God can heal Yes this what this whole channel is about, is those think it's not possible to change my chemistry, I can't change my DNA, I can't change these things, so why even try? Mental health, even at a chemical DNA level, can be healed. I am living proof of that. So you have people here who have overcome significant odds. And we're telling you, you can do it too. there's nothing that the light cannot heal. they're doing lots of experiments with genetics And I'll say this, if they are done accordance to God in an alignment with what He wants without trying to change what He has created, they could be a good thing. But the problem is those that are doing this. And those who have the ear of the evil one, their intent is not nice. And that's how they're going about it. That's what makes it so bad, more than anything. And people go, well why does God allow it? Intent. Free will. agency. It's not like he didn't know this was going to happen. And there's always a choice. And again, we make choices that it was like, oops, shouldn't have done that. There's always agency after that. Like just keep trying to make better choices and aligning with God and doing what He tells you to do. Yeah, and God told me, when shot came out and I prayed about it and He says, do not, he says, do not take it. Period. Usually God gives me symbolism. He lets me figure out. That's one of the few times when He came straight out and said, don't do it. Like almost like a command. And I'll tell you what, I'm glad He did that because the sheer amount of pressure from everyone. I was even at the point where I know some of you listening might've been where If you don't sign on to get this, then they're going to fire you because you didn't comply. And I literally told them then I get fired. back to the journal After three days of continual attacks, I found myself face to face with the CV in a spiritual combat. An analogy of what it looked like would be black volcanic rock ground into a fine powder yet retaining its razor sharp edges. Now compose millions of these things together Into a smoke like substance that had a malleable form Lastly add a demonic sentience and That's what CV looks like in the spiritual realm It is literally the smoke of Satan his foul breath made manifest It never dawned on me that Lucifer would try to emulate God in all his aspects, including the Holy Spirit. Until now, is. I saw it. I understood it. It paralyzed one half of my body while the other half had non-stop tremors. It raged at me. It seethed in fury It asked over and over again where it was. It would torture me until I told it where the other part its other half was I said, Jesus Mary Joseph, I love you, save souls. Over and over, non stop. It screamed, raged, threatened, and was furious in its failure to find any traces of the shot within me. I simply prayed until it eventually gave up and I broke free of the vision. That's how I discovered the true malign spirit behind CV. After three solid days of fighting, it was one of the few times when I was fighting in spiritual and physical realm simultaneously. I can't describe the pain, but when it finally started to let up... heard my guardian angel appear and he said Breathe and then Saint Joseph appeared and said breathe Jesus appeared and said breathe his mother appeared said breathe eternal father appeared all of these angels and saints that I've prayed to over there. It's hard to define in a human word, but imagine being in the center of the stadium and everyone shouting the same word at the same time: breathe. And at that moment, my back arched. I opened my mouth and I literally felt the Holy Ghost just pour into my mouth down into my lungs; the spiritual presence of God ripple throughout my whole body. And once that happened, and I stopped coughing long enough that I literally passed out and went to sleep. I'll never forget God's love. The Holy Ghost pouring into me, the feeling not only of love, but like a pride. For lack of an expression, God looked at me with a smile. And You Did great that was the impression I got. my reward So that last night I actually slept the first time in days Until I was awoken from a vision at 2:42 a.m. this morning. I found myself naked in the ruins of a city. There were people screaming; fires and riots were going on. I was mystified as to why I was even there. It was cold, raining, and I sat down on a bench next to a concrete wall trying to come to my senses. Then from out of the shadows a rioter appeared, ran over to me, pointed a gun at my head and screamed. In that instant, I was totally defenseless. I felt totally abandoned. as if everything I had just endured would be for nothing and that I was literally going to die. As I thought this, the rioter grew to over 20 feet tall, completely black, clothing and all, and seethed with unnatural fury. I knew it was Satan. As he enlarged the barrel of the pistol enlarged to the point where it was large enough to fit my entire head. I sighed, closed my eyes and said, my hope is in the name of the Lord. Then the world around me vanished into darkness as I waited for the gunshot. Then nothing. Silence. I suddenly woke up in bed and was later given to understand that the Eternal Father said a single word No. He intervened and even as I write this I feel God's wrath towards Lucifer right now. Lucifer's time is almost up and when that happens God is going after Lucifer full force. No half measures. Full divine wrath fueled by divine justice is coming and forget the world trembling. God has had enough. He wants his children back. He wants his world back. Lucifer has failed and will now reap all that he has sown. Woe to those who still choose to follow him, for they shall not see but the wrath of their creator, a wrath as has not been unleashed since the original fall of Lucifer and his followers. Nor shall a moment as this ever happen again. God is literally mad for our sakes. Don't hurt my babies. Right I'm basically December 1st, 2021 is the next journal entry. I felt something more had happened I was permitted to recall. I questioned my guardian angel and his reaction confirmed my suspicions. It's hard to explain, but I can sense when he's intentionally keeping quiet about things. He doesn't want to hurt me and he follows God direction. But sometimes I'm stubborn and can't leave things alone. After all, God did tell me to ask him questions. So I did. I prayed about it and asked God to let me see the rest of the event. In response to my prayer, God granted it and he allowed another vision and showed me what transpired. When Lucifer pulled the trigger on the gun to my head, he lashed out against me on a massive spiritual level. He stole and hid my soul from God. At least he tried to. Satan ripped my soul from the vision, from that in-between place, and tossed it into the darkness devoid of creation. I'll try to describe it as best I can, but human words and thoughts fail horribly to grasp such concepts. I had no body. I was a small orb of light, a bundle of self-aware thoughts, just a soul floating and trapped within a void of absolute nothingness. darkness could think but I couldn't see anything beyond myself inward yes outward no I instinctively knew wasn't supposed to be here. If I was here, couldn't do the job God assigned me. Yet I also thought that maybe God simply changed his mind and this was where I needed to be now. I began to pray and wait until I heard from God what was going on. The instant my will began to pray, I felt these massive hands wrap around and try to crush my soul. I can't describe the actual sensation with human concepts. Imagine putting an egg between your hands and crushing it. My soul was that egg. I say hands, but it was a force composed of utter rage, fury, despair, desperation, loneliness, emptiness. Satan. He projected thoughts. into my soul and was determined to crush and erase my soul from reality. Literally. my soul, wouldn't break. The very nature of my soul resisted the concept of non-existence. In that moment I also came to know that Satan had tried to do this on himself many times before. in order to escape his eternal punishment. He had failed every time. Even his soul is eternal regardless of how he feels otherwise. I knew he was going to fail. He knew he was going to fail. Yet Satan was desperate enough that he tried it anyway. At the very least, if he couldn't wipe my soul from existence, he could use this region of non-existence to hide my soul from God. This was going on. I was utterly powerless to move. I was held firmly under Satan's crushing hands. Yet my mind was free to think and I did. I briefly contemplated this dimension of non-existence I found myself in. I tried to understand it. I contemplated Satan and the exponential growth of his desperation and fear the longer he failed to extinguish my soul. I also contemplated God's will in allowing this to happen. I didn't sense anyone or anything besides me and Satan. a new experience. Which terrified Satan to no end. So as this is going on, my mind is like totally ignoring him, ignoring everything he's doing and just trying to contemplate, this is non-existence. So how is this working? How is Satan doing this? And he's just getting more and more scared. He's like, what's wrong with you? Why? Yeah, the- We've talked about this before with mental health too. Instead of getting fearful, get curious. Yeah, and it just blew his mind. and he just kept getting more and more afraid. And I was fascinated by it. It's because I'm not afraid of you, you're getting more afraid of me and what I'm thinking. Wow. This is neat. Okay. Let's try this. Satan gleefully told me he was going to extinguish my soul that I would cease to exist. And he kept pumping those thoughts into me. Yet despite all of that, I felt No fear. I sighed because it's like, Oh, come on. And then I just started praying and I patiently waited for God to answer my prayer. Even if I couldn't feel the connection, I instinctively knew on a spiritual level that the Holy Ghost was always within me and that God knew what was happening even if Lucifer thought he had fooled God. I don't know how much time passed as time literally has no meaning in that region. Then darkness shattered as an arm reached into this void, took hold of me and pulled. The darkness was gone. It was now pure white light everywhere. I had a body again, and the Eternal Father looked upon me with such kindness. He held my arm in his, and pressed my head against his chest as he wrapped his other robed arm around my body protectively. In the same instant, he glared at who appeared as the only dark thing within the existence of blinding radiance. He appeared black, broken, and desiccated. Lucifer met the Eternal Father's gaze and was terrified to the core of his being. He couldn't move. Lucifer floated there and trembled. He desired to look away and run. but the Eternal Father forbid it. I felt God's justified wrath as He lifted His arm and pointed a finger at Satan, The Eternal Father pinched His fingers close together and stated, This is all the time you have left of which you requested of me and of which I granted. I will stay my hand until the allotted time per my word.

Side note: 34:16

The distance between God's fingers was perhaps on the subatomic level and I felt seconds remained for lack of a better analogy. God continued, Know this. When your allotted time expires, I am not sending one legion. Or two. I will empty Heaven. Every angel, every saint, led by my son, will pour forth and cleanse my creation. You and the others that serve you will be chained into the depths of hell. Your authority will be restricted. and you will be made less than humanity as part of your punishment. Those who are loyal to me shall receive their reward. Those who oppose me will be crushed underfoot. None of your actions have escaped my view. For what you have done to my children, to my little ones, know that your punishment shall be magnified accordingly. At which point Lucifer was literally blasted full force out of the light screaming and crying until he vanished from God's presence. The Eternal Father looked down at me, smiled, said, you did well. And I awoke in my bedroom. That is so cool. relating this to mental health, those of us who feel like in that void of nothing, feel nothing, I think people can relate even on a physical level to some of that, you, again, instead of feeling despair and fear, you got curious and you prayed. Yes I would venture to say that a lot of souls would not have handled it as well if put in the same situation, and probably why most of us aren't put in that same situation. But let that be a lesson that when you're in that dark space, God didn't come rescue you till you said, I'm ready! Can you come get me now? It's that readiness, it's that I'm ready to go. And when I was younger, about 25, when I started discovering that there was hope for healing from depression, I felt an urgency. And I don't think I've really talked about this before, but I felt a divine urgency. You do not have time to stay depressed. You have to heal. Or you are not going to be ready for what's coming. together, You've got this much time. Seconds to God are a lot longer Earth, symbolically speaking, and pretty sure that's what you meant. even if there's several generations left, your family line does not have time to waste. If you care about your children, if you care about your grandkids, if you care about your posterity, if you care anything for yourself, and I know that depression can be one of those things that makes you, don't even care about me, just me now, those kind of thoughts, you gotta look outside of yourself. There is so much at stake. This isn't just about you. And you are worth more than you can possibly imagine. If you are stuck in depression mental disorder, it's going to be very hard for you to do the things are necessary, that are needful. God will use someone else. It's not like it's all hopeless for Him if you don't. But you have a job to do. And we need you. And we need you to be with it. We need you be connecting to We need you to be fighting with those angels. There's angels on earth and Heaven. when the time comes. time for fighting is also now, okay? So it's not like, it's coming. I mean, there's a final battle for sure, but you are needed. I just want emphasize that. I know I've said it repeated times, but.... everyone has their own unique experiences, But the thing that I really want you to take away from this, just even as a casual listener, what God really admired most was that I never gave up. And I never gave up on Him. I still trusted Him. I still loved Him. I pray to Him. And I also came at it with the point of view. Whenever you're ready. Here I am. you know, it's all, It's all in God's time. that is what was my saving grace as well. I believed God was there. I believed He had a plan. I believed He loved me. And when I discovered that, the plan isn't for me to suffer my whole life, it opened up all kinds of release and and that I could ask for what I had never asked for before, believing that I was going to get it. And I would encourage anyone listening to do the same and if you are struggling with your relationship with God or you're not sure if you believe in God, just open that door a little. if it's believing that there's something out there that is greater than you, that wants your greater good and is fighting for you. And I would like to leave with that and encourage you to share this podcast. This episode is a special one. It's a good one. And again, thank you, John, for being willing to share these extremely sensitive, vulnerable journal entries and your life story and for being with us here today. Just always remember at the end of the day. I'm just Normal, I'm John. It's just what I I think other people have gifts that totally blow me away, you nowhere near my thinking, I don't have any of those, like you do. You just, you're covered up a little. You're covered up a little. And when you find out what they are, again, I look at astrology charts for fun and do sessions with people, to give them hope and help them to start that healing process. But I've never seen a chart that was like, oh, this is just okay. Like every single person I've ever looked at, was like, wow, are amazing. You don't know how amazing you are? Let me tell you. really God wants you to know how amazing you are. Trust that. Try to believe you are more than you believe that you know you are. Okay? And with that, we will close today on the Overcome Depression podcast. Join us every Wednesday for new content. Consider downloading the workbook. and start your healing journey today. Until next time. Goodbye.